Another week and March 2018 will be gone forever. Has been a long and sad winter for me. Can only hope April will be the beginning of better times.
Robbin came down today and we went to the Carpenter's Cup and ate at the Flaming Lantern. Was good to visit with her. Have not seen her in awhile.
Friday I went out to the Trail of Memories and checked out where maybe I can put a tree and a stone bench in memory of Jim. The place that he wanted is still blank so hopefully people do not reserve spaces while alive. Am going to call Monday and see if I can get something started.
First Wed. in April going on bus to Downstream with Tim and Debbie. Later in April Marjie and Robbin are coming down and along with Tim and Jackie we are going out to eat for my 80th Birthday. (EEK).
Began some work with hand weights today. Need to work on strengthening my arms. Going to start walking this week to. Need to keep my body moving and get more strength. I have let myself go this winter and at my age am going to pay for it if I do not work on myself. Give me the strength and determination God.
Well am trying to be more positive and this may be as much so as I will ever be the rest of the year.
Yesterday and today I have got some things I wanted to do done and not napped though I did sleep late due to time change. The 3 previous days I mostly slept off and on all day. Do not have to think if you are sleeping. Feel pretty good tonight.
Hoping tomorrow to feel some life and energy and do just anything as long as I am moving. It is still cold and I hate that. I am still yearning for Spring and warm weather and hope that makes me happier most of the time.
Tim and Debbie want to go to Downstream in April. I look forward to that. For my birthday Robbin and Marjie are coming down, and we are going with Tim and Debbie and any of the grandkids that want to go out to dinner.
Jesse is progressing on redoing his house. Think they are painting this coming weekend. He has looked at flooring but not made any decisions yet.
I just want to feel good and be happy in the time I have left on this earth. And do something, if there is anything out there I can do...that is not too scheduled.
Prayers that all my kids and grandkids stay safe and healthy.
A new month. I have started trying to figure out how to get debts paid off, and have some money in savings for emergencies. Taking it slow, and trying to figure the best plan.
I really have no motivation to do anything except what is necessary. I need to exercise because I need to build my strength up. I need to find some interests to keep my mind busy. I actually would just like to sleep and forget everything. And I do a lot, but know that needs to end. Hoping warmth and sunshine will bring me out of some of this.
