Saturday, May 5, 2018

IS IT REALLY GOING TO BE SUMMER?

Welcome May.  And thanks for the sunshine and warm weather.  I have been feeling better, and hope it stays that way.

Time is going by, and it is still hard for me to believe Jim is really gone.  I keep hearing things and reading things, and think "I have to remember to tell Jim this".

I still do not feel like I have a life to fill the big empty spot.  Hope to find and interest or something to do that makes my life worthwhile.  

Have to have my annual Mamogram in a couple weeks.  I have found a small swollen gland on my chest wall above the breast.  I have had these over my lifetime down in my breast and they went away. Hoping it is nothing, but it is still making me anxious. I keep thinking I have enough stuff wrong with me, and am struggling to live my life, I do not know if I can handle another bad thing right now.  Am having many prayers.

Hopefully will have a good summer.

Always thinking of you.  You are the love of my life.