Thanksgiving will be her before long. Always look forward to dinner at our daughters and getting together with family. Good Food and fun.
Saturday, October 20, 2012
AUTUMN ARRIVES
Thanksgiving will be her before long. Always look forward to dinner at our daughters and getting together with family. Good Food and fun.
Friday, October 12, 2012
GOD, IF YOU ARE THERE WTH ARE YOU DOING?
I have been mulling lots of thoughts around in my head on things going on in your world. And I am baffled.
Out in Co there is a little 10 year old girl that started to go meet up with her friends and walk to school. She has not been seen since. They have found a body they will not identify as her yet, but most think it is. What were you thinking?
I read about young babies that have to go through some real tough treatment to survive and go home with their parents.
A friend's husband has tounge and throat cancer and is having devastaing treatments. Are you with us? He has a wife and daughter that would like for him to see his grandkids someday.
Jim has more bad days than good with the pain in his back and legs. I thought we would be doing some things to enjoy our 50 plus years together, but we are just wandering around day to day, not finding anything that will help him.
My Mom is almost 92, she is in pain all the time, her fragile skin itches til she is miserable. She barely eats, arms and legs are like sticks, and she cannot remember anything for more that 10 minutes. Why can't she go to be with my Dad and be released from her pain?
I imagine this big chess table in the heavens and you are shuffling these people I know, and many others around to pass the time rather than have any plan for them.
These are they days that you make me angry God. And it is scary to be angry at God.
Out in Co there is a little 10 year old girl that started to go meet up with her friends and walk to school. She has not been seen since. They have found a body they will not identify as her yet, but most think it is. What were you thinking?
I read about young babies that have to go through some real tough treatment to survive and go home with their parents.
A friend's husband has tounge and throat cancer and is having devastaing treatments. Are you with us? He has a wife and daughter that would like for him to see his grandkids someday.
Jim has more bad days than good with the pain in his back and legs. I thought we would be doing some things to enjoy our 50 plus years together, but we are just wandering around day to day, not finding anything that will help him.
My Mom is almost 92, she is in pain all the time, her fragile skin itches til she is miserable. She barely eats, arms and legs are like sticks, and she cannot remember anything for more that 10 minutes. Why can't she go to be with my Dad and be released from her pain?
I imagine this big chess table in the heavens and you are shuffling these people I know, and many others around to pass the time rather than have any plan for them.
These are they days that you make me angry God. And it is scary to be angry at God.
Monday, October 8, 2012
OCTOBER 2012
Went back and looked at my blogs since I started, and I was having fun with them. The world seemed a brighter place. I need to quit feeling sorry for myself and looming in on how life sucks and just make better things happen. I did nnot realize i had become as much a Debbie Downer and I am. WTH....
FALL IS HERE
It is October already. Summer came and went.
Between a few good moments, mostly life sucks.
Between a few good moments, mostly life sucks.
Monday, August 13, 2012
AUGUST?
Have not been on here for over a month but nothing to write about. Life is same old same old.
When an EBay sale is the highlight of your day, week, month, you need to get a life.
Tuesday, July 3, 2012
LIFE MOVES ON....SLOWLY
Sale went off April. Not too good crowd, not too good sale. But at least it is over. Now just waiting on the house to sell.
Mom is still plugging along. Having some very bad days, and some not so bad. It is like a roller coaster, I never know when I go out if she is going to be in severe pain, dazed and confused, or able to communicate even if somewhat confused.
Her money is all gone now, so am waiting to hear if app for State Nursing Aid is approved. This will pay until the house sales if goes through. She is clueless as to her finances. Wants to think she still has what she had a year and a half ago.
"Life is simple, it's just not easy. ~Author Unknown
Mom is still plugging along. Having some very bad days, and some not so bad. It is like a roller coaster, I never know when I go out if she is going to be in severe pain, dazed and confused, or able to communicate even if somewhat confused.
Her money is all gone now, so am waiting to hear if app for State Nursing Aid is approved. This will pay until the house sales if goes through. She is clueless as to her finances. Wants to think she still has what she had a year and a half ago.
"Life is simple, it's just not easy. ~Author Unknown
TIME MARCHES ON.....AND LIFE STILL STINKS
Four months since last blog...not much has changed. Mom is still in nursing home. She has had some better days, still has lots of pain and is confused a lot. I am running down. Been going out for an hour or so every day, then I sort of hit the wall. Felt like I could not make another trip out there. It is just one battle after another getting them so change sheets, give her meds, and other stuff. One day she went all day til I got there without her call light. It was hooked to her pillow neatly made up in the bed. Geeze. There is one nurse I would like to slam my fist down in front of and tell her to get her head out of here ass. She passes meds, and she never remembers when the aids tell her Mom needs pain meds. She will be off here and yonder doing stuff, then back sitting on her ass like her work is all done.
Well I have sort of cut back some. I take a day off of going out here and there. She does not even realize I have not been there. But it sort of cuts down on my frustration of the place.
Oh well, like goes on. I may come back and look at this in a month or so and be amazed I was so angry..............or I may still be pissed at something.
Ca sa ra sa ra!
Well I have sort of cut back some. I take a day off of going out here and there. She does not even realize I have not been there. But it sort of cuts down on my frustration of the place.
Oh well, like goes on. I may come back and look at this in a month or so and be amazed I was so angry..............or I may still be pissed at something.
Ca sa ra sa ra!
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