Tomorrow Feb 26, I sign the closing papers on the rental house. This is going to take a lot of pressure off of me having the final paper work over. Now I can pay my bills off, and hopefully live fairly comfortably on my income.
I have always taken care of paying the bills and taking care of the finances. But had a partner and his income. It has been scary wondering if I am going to make it. Also worrying about having money to replace anything that goes wrong with my house and also the rental. Now I will have some back up money for emergencies and the bills we piled up over the years paid.
I do not have many days that are good days, most are sad and I just want to sleep. Hope as pressure eases, it will get better. Know missing him will never get better. I will always feel alone.
But I will always take any bright spot in the storm.
