Today, November 2, would have been our 60th Anniversary. I met and married Jim when I was 19. I have been half of a couple all this time. I am having a hard time seeing my future not being a couple with him. I have a great family and friends support group so I know I will come through this.
I have dreaded this day since he left us. I really had melt downs the two days before. Today, I cleaned the floors good and kept busy, still having melt downs. I think I try to not cry much, and would feel better if I just let go more often.
This is just the worst thing that has ever happened in my life and I do not think I will ever be really happy again.